Insomnia

🎵 Insomnia — Faithless (https://youtu.be/3v9CwwL0rI0?si=vGuZmLFFQsKP-YZK)
“I can’t get no sleep…” 😵‍💫

Well it’s currently stupid o’clock in the morning and I’ve been wandering around the house and outside like a dug up haunted Victorian ghost woman.

I’ve been awake since before 4am and so far I have:

Read.
Scrolled Facebook.
Scrolled Vinted.
Done all the NYT daily games.
Listened to sleep sounds.
Tried meditation.And absolutely NOTHING is helping me sleep. FML.

I’ve also kicked the other half a few times for snoring and I feel bad. Apparently my body has decided that sleep is now only needed at random times, and to make matters worse I currently look like I’ve been dug up because I can’t properly wash my hair thanks to the (literally) bloody drains and the fact my arm currently has no movement allowed. The surgery wound site is itching like mad and I can’t get to it either which is equally frustrating.

I suppose this is all part of the healing process – itching, hurting, codeine (followed by senna and medjool dates!) disgusting hair, disgusting face, night sweats, running out of fresh PJs and sitting outside at the crack of dawn questioning my life choices.

Anyway if anyone needs me later I’ll either be:
trying to sleep in a corner of the garden somewhere, trying to scratch an itch I can’t reach,
or buying things on Vinted I absolutely don’t really need – buenas noches people or is it now officially morning?!

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