Wake me up

🎵 Avicii – Wake me up (https://youtu.be/IcrbM1l_BoI?si=12xriDK17GyBCmSw)

Well, there’s not much to report this week, mainly because I’ve slept through most of it! If sleeping were an Olympic sport, I’d definitely be bringing home gold.

This first round of EC has well and truly knocked me out. I’ve got absolutely no energy, my fingertips keep going numb, and when I am awake, concentrating on anything for more than five minutes feels like hard work. But I’m okay. ❤️

I was warned that this part of treatment would hit harder, particularly as it’s come straight off the back of nine weeks of chemo. My body’s had a battering, so I suppose it’s now allowed a bit of downtime.

I’m not feeling sorry for myself, I’m just doing what my body is telling me to do, which at the moment, is absolutely nothing!

So that’s your little Molly update. Nothing exciting, no dramas, no great words of wisdom. Just me, my bed and an impressive amount of sleep and nothingness. Hopefully I’ll have something more interesting to tell you next time.

Until then, if anyone needs me, I’ll probably be asleep. 😴

Sam x

ps quick update since writing this earlier – emotions have now overtaken me and i can’t stop crying (and also itching). I am so fed up of feeling like i’m missing out on life and yes now i am feeling very sorry for myself! 😭

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